The time is coming near. It’s engulfing me like a cover over my head. I’m trying to keep my head up with all of these great things happening in my life. Yet here comes another reminder…. September…. You’re not here!!!! This young man, incarcerated or not is still able to have a decent life. Am I still upset? Heck yes! Do I believe it’s the will of God, hell no! Not MY God.
What is the lesson you want me to learn this year, Teddy? I know the number 10 meansFresh New Beginnings. Leadership and Innovation. I know you are proud of me and your brother and our accomplishments but I can NEVER get past the fact that YOU. ARE. NOT. HERE. accomplishing your Own goals!! You was such a dreamer. You had plans. You told me about them. I was your biggest cheerleader knowing all that we’ve been through practically growing up together since I became a mother at 21. It was just you, me and your little brother for so long that I couldn’t fathom getting married again. I had my Trinity and it was all I needed!
I’m soooo tired of these R.I.P. Pictures! I haven’t had a ‘new’ one since 2012. You know what, Teddy? It’s not fair. There, I said it. I don’t feel like being spiritual right now. I want my son back!!!
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